So tired

So, I am working on this and I have not let Raven read it yet on purpose.  He is not allowed to read it until Monday.  So far I feel really good about writing about what is going on in my head.  I am not feeling good about Raven being in such a bad mood.  He said that he woke up in a bad mood, but I think it is more than that. 


I think he is stressing about Monday as well.  he won't tell me that he is, but I am sure that is the case. I think he is afraid of causing me more stress.  I have a ton already and he knows that. I appreciate that he wants to shield me, but he has got to talk to someone.  I think I might suggest that he start his own blog.  It would be good for him to have some means of expression.  Hell, I don't even care if he doesn't let me read it, but I think he needs to do something.  He bottles so much up and in and there is nothing I can do about any of it. 

I know that he enjoys writing.  I think I am definitely going to try it.  Maybe he can write his short stories there or review new music he hears or something.  Maybe it will give him some purpose.  He may even get more than one blog started, LOL!  I can see him having one for LARP stuff and one for music and one for food and one for him to just vent out all his stressors.  Yes, I think this is a good idea!

I would like to start reading a lot more.  I truly miss it. Laurel K. Hamilton's new book is coming out soon.  I wish it was out already.  I also wish that she had another Merideth Gentry book out.  I can't wait to read what happens next with Frost and Doyle and the babies!

I think I am going to try to decompress and relax a little. All of the tension from before Raven left for work has me all drawn up tight again.  I was feeling so much better after my meditation.  It's ok, I'll get my peace again.