Thursday, July 14, 2011

Life Gets me down

I am so tired of being poor.  I feel like we try so hard to dig our way out of the hole and no matter how hard we try or how much we dig, we just keep getting deeper and deeper.  I don't want to move in with friends, I like having my own place and my own space, but I don't know if there is any way that I can keep turning them down. 
I don't know where it all goes.  It seems like every bill I owe is in the red or in collections.  I can't seem to catch up and every time I think I am making headway, it gets worse again.  How do I break the cycle?  I mean, I work what I can, but shifts are getting cut at the hospital and I have to take my turn just like everyone else.  To compound that, there are garnishments against my check and after insurance, the amount I get to bring home is pitiful.  I honestly think I would do better if I was on welfare.  It's sad that I have gotten to that place that it seems that way.
I've worked all my life and never had anything given to me, but I can't seem to get out of the ditch.  If it isn't one thing it's another.
Maybe moving in with a friend until I get some stuff paid off is the best course of action.  Pay off bills, help her out, not have to stress so much about money.  I don't know.  If I do that, then I will have to rent a climate controlled storage unit. I wonder what those cost.  I guess I had better check.

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